I still have nightmares about it. Every time a name or a thing is mentioned I remember what happened. It’s always there haunting my thoughts. I thought I gave forgiveness. I thought I had closure. But honestly, I’ve just buried it within myself hoping that eventually I’ll get over it.
It just hasn’t actually worked yet. It keeps creeping on back. It never let’s me forget. All I want to do is forget.
I need to heal. But I still let them hurt me.